Why 25? I don’t know. I just think that I wish I could enjoy the beaches when I am still a young girl, haha. So, I could take a picture beautifully and show it to my friends. I want to take a pose in this place:

While making this post, I also search for some informations about Bora-bora (because if I want to go there before 25, it’s better to make the preparations right now, right? —> what about my thesis?)
So, I think there are 2 great websites (correct me if I’m wrong) to be the guidance before going to Bora-bora. They are
And this is the explanation I got from wikipedia about Bora-bora
“Bora Bora is an island in the Leeward group of the Society Islands of French Polynesia, an overseas collectivity of France in the Pacific Ocean. The island, located about 230 kilometres (140 mi) northwest of Papeete, is surrounded by a lagoon and a barrier reef. “
And this is what I got from tahiti-tourisme.com
“Perfect white-sand beaches give way to emerald waters where colored fish animate the coral gardens as they greet the giant manta rays. This could be easily be described as the center of the romantic universe, where luxury resorts and spas dot the island with overwater bungalows, thatchedroof villas, and fabled ambience.”

Wow, thinking about going to Bora-bora is more relaxing than thinking of my thesis (haha). But, what if I’m finishing my thesis in a hotel room like this…….

…….while watching the crystal-clear water & feel the wind blows??? Perfect, but I have no money right now to go there,huaaaaaaaaa -__-
If there’s anything I can do to make “it” happened, please, tell me…
I know that I have lots of wishes, but, for this one, it’s important…
Eventhough it’s so difficult, but I know,
if there is a will, there is a way.

I watched this video when I was a little girl. And until now, when I watched this video, I always dream about being a princess who lives in middle ages.
Live in a castle, play in a large garden,wear a gown, and meet a prince charming!

It’s 4:18 AM. It’s way too much late for sleeping.
I’m sleepy, but, I don’t know.
I feel like there’s something to do before sleeping.
Maybe because there’s too much thoughts in my head.
All spinning around.
I’ve been spending the last few minutes, checking some profiles of my friends in facebook. But my head got worse, because instead of losing some thoughts from my head, I’ve just put another thoughts into my head. Some memories that I’ve been forgotten years ago.
Memories that have been buried, and there’s no way I want to dig them back. It’s too painful, you know.
So, maybe I need to go to this place to loosen my mind up.
and this and this But, there’s so much more!!!!! I just searched them all on Google & I found a lot more places to refresh my mind. I will write them all in my next posts. God, please, I want to go to all those beautiful places. Amin.


“Two people in love, alone, isolated from the world, that’s beautiful.”
— Milan Kundera
As a human, it’s sad to know that many things bind us, prevent us from being just the two of us.
There’s always me, you, and everyone else.
It’s funny because this is what happening in my days right now.
Thinking about how to meet people, & how to treat them so they will behave like we want them to.
Each people is sooooo unique. No book is enough to describe them and giving us tricks to handle them.
Just stand up & say what you want sometimes is’nt enough. You must read the situation, the mood, everything.
Oh,gosh!!!!
But,that’s life.
Life is full of trials, so, let’s try!!!!!
I continue being mellow tonight,haha.
And this one is my favourite song.Everything I Have from Clay Aiken.
I think that if there is a man, sing this song to me, directly, maybe I will be melting…like an ice melting because of sunshine,hmmm….
This video contains lyric, so, you guys, could sing this song to the woman you love, hurrayyy!!!!!

I don’t know why I feel so mellow tonight. Maybe because I’m tired of being in a room all day long,haha. Then I remembered one of my favourite scene in Love Actually, one of most romantic movies I’ve ever watched.
So, here it is, check out this video…

It was 2 o’clock in the morning, and I was still awake.
I was checking whether there was new e-mail, thread from plurk, twitter, or not (actually,it was just a reason not to go to bed soon).
And then suddenly there came the movie in television.
When I first saw the title “Dawn Anna” I didn’t expect much because I never heard that title, and I thought that maybe that movie was another B movie.
Yeah, maybe it was, but when I saw this movie, I felt soooo… I didn’t know, happy+sad,because this movie really was a kind of paradoxial movie.
This is a story of a happy family consists of a single mother & four children. At first, the mother is just a mom with no job. She takes care of everything at home. She fulfills all her children needs. She schedules everything so every days will be a good days.
But one day she get a job as a teacher. She loves her job. Then in school she met a man who’s gonna be her future husband. He offers a job as a volleyball teacher. Because she was a volleyball athlete when she was in highschool, she accepts the job.
So now, everyday she must completes two jobs. At first, it was fun. But, then she collapsed, and has to be taken to hospital.
Unfortunately, what she did everyday leads her to a severe disease attacking her brain. And after being in a surgery, she wasn’t the same Anna as before.
She now has to learn for walk, talk, remembering things. But she can go through it all with the help from her children, and her future husband.
Then it comes the happiness again when she was proposed, while at the same time, so is her daughter (It was a happy moment & I was crying to see that).
But then sadness come again when 5 years later, her youngest daughter is killed in a massacre in Columbine High School (yes, it was a massacre which was filmed so well by Michael Moore in Bowling for Columbine).
It breaks everyone hearts (and my heart, too). But then the mother is stand out as one of the victim’s family and she goes all the way around to tell people about how’s important to keep the children safe at school.
This movie was based on true story about the massacre in Columbine High School.
One of my favourite trailers